My guest today is this year’s Emerald Single Title winner. I met her about four years ago at an RWAust conference on the Gold Coast, Queensland. A couple of years later I joined a critique group she belongs to. I’m not stalking her – well, maybe just a little to get her to post on my blog. It’s a great pleasure to welcome (drum roll) Alli Withers.
Janni, thanks so much for inviting me to share my feelings about winning the Romance Writers of Australia Emerald Award.
Magical!
Well, once the winner is announced. You see, unlike some other contests, the place-getters in the Emerald don’t know the results or in what order they’ve been ranked by that competition’s particular final judge, until the Awards night. There’s no way for me to really prepare for the final outcome. I try but…
Anticipation!
One explanation for this word taken from my dictionary is:
a pleasurable expectation.
Hmm! Sorry. I’m not sure this is the overall feeling I experienced on the Awards night. I did my best to pretend my gorgeous husband and I were going out for a delicious dinner with quite a sizeable group - around 250 – of lovely people. But every now and then my control would slip, allowing a betraying happy thought to flash through my mind –
I AM AN EMERALD FINALIST!
HOORAY!
OH DEAR!
The four finalists are named – though there’s usually only three. I clap to celebrate my fellow finalists. My heart beat quickens. Fourth place is announced. Not me. My breathing sounds a little shaky. Third place is announced. Again, not me. My heart actually starts knocking against the inside wall of my chest. Not good. Not a nice feeling. I grasp my husband’s arm. Second place is announced. Not my name. Breath! Dumb moment – if it’s not me then it must mean…OMG!
I WON!
OMG! I cover my face with my shaking hands. Words of congratulations from my husband. I have so many people to thank. Can’t stop shaking. My husband’s kiss gives me strength. I rise on trembling legs and hobble in my heels to the stage. Smiling faces. I think I smile back.
I’m there, on stage, shaking all over, accepting my certificate and wonderful trophy with a wobbly grin on my face. Wonderful! Stunned! Wonder! Thrilled!
Dry mouth. But I start speaking and thank everyone who I need to thank. I get all the words out, despite a tiny hitch in my voice near the end. YAY! Flashing lights. Photos. More smiling faces. So many tight hugs and congratulations. So much support and encouragement.
Special!
An editor enjoyed my whole story enough to place my entry first. Two days later that single thought has me slowly shaking my head in awe. WOW! Truly motivating. Makes me want to write more. I’m still floating on air and grinning like a fool.
Inspired!
Thanks so much to everyone for your hugs and congratulations, both in person and via email.
Allison Withers.